• 5:41 AM, 06 January 2010
humans
being yourself.some people do it at ease.
some dont.. people like me..
i am only being myself when i am with baby, family, kim & kat.
because they know how crazy i get.
somehow its just hard being around my school mates.
if i go crazy, trust me, super weird. even i find myself weird.
even those people i mentioned, finds me weird.
being someone else seems easier.
to keep my life as it is.
this post is about how i feel.
not pointing fingers at anyone.
sometimes when people insult you or say something bad about you.
and they (not you lilian.. or sandy :P) go "JUST KIDDING~"
but in their mind, are they really kidding?
or they mean it. but just for face they say "kidding"
like "you're so fat" then go kidding
i am super not sure if joking or truth? O.O
i am freaked out about all these.
thats why i am not myself.
well, if u wanna see me, myself. maybe i will be at home only.
it's the place i feel most comfortable at =)
for now, i love studying .. (trying to love it)
i love my friends. they make me laugh.
because of their contagious laughs & sillyness.
and most of all. their bitchiness. HAHA
they make me smile no matter what.
lavlav girlies <3
,_.
• 2:49 AM, 04 January 2010
fringe?
i know it totally aint clear.
getting used to it :D
but not reli.
so itchy -_-
• 6:49 AM, 02 January 2010
vinlian
• 6:27 AM,
HEHEHE
i wanted to post pictures of what vincent said.because i asked him to call me.
i actually wanted to trick him.
make him call me like a million times and not answer.
but instead he said "call lilian more worth it"
HAHAHHA. zomg. i got d convo :P
and~ when i went on fb just now,
he asked me to check his fb.
guess wads d dp?
a pic of him and her.
AWW! oky - lilian. don angry :D
and!!
if u dont like couply stuff.
dont read ahead~
its about me n calvin.
so yeah.
i know its a long boring wordy post.
and no pics. SORREH.
i will only take pic after my eyebags are gone.
its not like it'll ever be gone..
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me n babe went ayamku just now
and one line was full. the other line says closed counter.
but one person was there.
so babe pulled me the other side.
i saw the sign but i tot it was open becus one person was there.
then i was finding what to order.
and this bloooody boyfriend of mine..
he went "OIIE! u cannot see ah?! it says counter closed la! u ah! stand there again "
then evyone was like looking and he went :D:D:D:D:D:D to me.
so.. revenge!
babe : blablablabla
me : why you so smelly one ah? wait, how many days u din shower again? did u even change underwear?
babe : :O
then the guy infront of us. turned back.
shot babe the dirty look.
HAHAHAHA. i was laughing till my face was red!
babe just went .__.''
HOHOHO.
and also..
we were singing in the car before getting down to ayamku.
so babe was going to open the door.
and i said "im not going down"
as i proceed to open the door.
calvin asked "where you going?"
me " down"
he was like asking the most obvious things -_-
HAHAHA.
• 7:24 AM, 30 December 2009
issues
why isit that everytime i blog something i love doing but not good at it.. i get insulted or bad comments?I just do it! I NEVER SAID I WAS GOOD AT IT.
I do appreciate opinions or remarks.
BUT NICELY.
"your makeup overload sudah"
it doesn't sound very nice.
but i take it because i want to improve.
i prefer like "i think maybe u put a little too much. try less"
its like trying something new and getting criticize for it.
i also realise.
EACH time i do a make up post.
I GET dissed and things.
err. do i like have to remove my tagboard?
please lah.
if you are professional, act like one.
im sure ur good in make up.
from what i see in my tagboard, its not very professional?
but i accept the apology.
• 3:46 AM, 29 December 2009
make up
HELLO PEEPS!i put up a stat counter there *points*
i gt 11 peeps read liaw.
where the hell are the tags :(
so i said i'd do make up ..
the beginning.
BLUEish?
without mascara or eye liner.
i call this pink sweet. HAHAHA. just stating the obvious T.T
pink sweet #2
this is a combination of two colours.
Fuck d pimples. HAHAHA.
dont look at it.
its a combination of blue and pink (:
the next one is a combination of PINK. PURPLE and blue.
the first try was not in an obvious colour.
so i put on a little more and now its more obvious.
I THINK.
well, I HOPE.
taa-daaaaa.
after all that make up, i still prefer without make up.
its so ma-fan to wash off -_-
and i have interest in make up~
but i dont like to use it.
it spoils my skin =(
so yeaaa.
and most of the make up is without mascara. because until now.
I DONT FREAKING KNOW HOW TO APPLY IT NICELY!
and when i apply. its ok. no mess but its barely visible.
so i suck.
that's all.
HEY, and i never saID I WAS good in make up.
i just have interest in colours!
• 1:13 AM,
what?
i love this picture so very much (:
mm.. i stumbled on this blog.
and she said "R.I.P LION"
.
.
.
with a hamster's picture -_-
so her hamster died. BUT ITS CUTE THO.
but why LION?
its like naming ur cat "DOG"
and an ant "GIANT"
a mouse "CAT"
or something stupid :S
can anyone tell me what do readers like to read?!